❁離光最近的地方 - the closest place to the lights❁

i just want to return to an  original one , 
with a pure heart and nothing ever change.

but how can i do ? 

my  mind have already been interrupted by something wrong ,  
and a simple life and a merely world are seems to be an extravagant hope to me now.



what happened to this world ? 
and what happened to you ?

everyone got crazy ... everyone is designing something ... 
everyone is lieing on everyone ... 



those scences reply again and again in my life.

i just see the films coldly , 
but ... with empathy ... ...


i have no power to reform the rule but could only guard them like a fool ... 




although i am not always the one beening hurt , 
some impactions  strike me as the ugliest things ...  a mess of chaos ...




time goes by but nothing ever change ... just because i have known too much ...





it's sad. 
it's our fate.

no one can escape from this kind of life , even when you die.